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A Thought, Anyway

by The Harmful

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1.
40 Till Dawn 02:10
Your hands they grip the fleeting breeze 40 till dawn was when you’d leave Now I am blinded by the sea Living a life in binaries You weren’t supposed to be my fears Affections not what I hold dear But every time you loose you breath I feel that
2.
Equipment light in your eyes, can you sleep at night Plastic plants by your side, do you hold them sometimes All alone, share a sight, make it feel alright Bless the night, go to sleep at 10:35 Tired eyes, 8 hours away from parking signs Save your breath, but get in fights, I hope that you’re feeling alright A persons eyes are all you ever want to see Sunset, sunrise, melancholy, atrophy But all it takes is drifting around a parking lot Leaning into it, I wanted to but never got Cement sights, flashing lights, the humming of the streets Individuals, got things to do, got things to be Far away, making minds, riding in cars for days ever minds, a broken mirror made me lose all chase Street lights pass you by, you watch as you’re sending hearts I am alright, I never ask, now you’re begging for darts We can pass the time again Does it seem like every things alright We’d never notice a tired light You’d always try just to see If only you could feel anything When you were with me There's a lot I never said to you When we were only 18 But in my parents basement I never told a lie And you held your secrets in your eyes Anticipating awkward sighs And making sure you go outside You see the beautiful sun and you know where to go The light on your face make want to say so But the equipment lights outshine it’s rays It can only do so much from far away There's 4 more hours left in the day The colours on your shirt are fading away Beautiful paradise, parasite, a couple of fights your house is far away Equipment light in your eyes, can you sleep at night Plastic plants by your side, do you hold them sometimes All alone, share a sight, make it feel alright Bless the night, go to sleep at 10:35 Tired eyes, 8 hours away from parking signs Save your breath, but get in fights, I hope that you’re feeling alright A persons eyes are all you ever want to see Sunset, sunrise, melancholy, atrophy
3.
Small light in the doorway from your front yard Standing on your driveway, we both felt so far On your windowsill you’d place your treasured rose But far away you stand whenever we console Baby I All the time we spent together it grows cold We grow old But whenever we feel it again I’ll your feelings, my ends I’m contracting out my best for you Bury me with watches on my wrists I need another sense of bliss I was euphoric, I wasn’t true And you You let me in some time ago You never thought I wouldn’t know Can’t see your eyes in snow A heresy that didn’t show You made it out, you didn’t know But I could never see your low On your windowsill You’d place your treasured rose But far away you stand whenever we console Baby I All the time we spent together it grows cold We grow old But you You used to be a sudden truth You used be all that I knew And you You used to be a sudden truth You used to be all that I knew from you
4.
I was with you up at night Talking late until the morning Why were you singing songs That made you cry and weep Like the rivers across the sea I never saw you in front of me But I could spend all my money on strawberries if that’s what you want I could try, could try, could try To make it better But your eyes, your eyes, your eyes Don’t drift when you're telling lies, tell lies, tell lies I couldn’t say why I could try, could try, could try To make it better But your eyes, your eyes, your eyes Don’t drift when you're telling lies, tell lies, tell lies I’d never ask why Then I saw you in my dreams On the 4th floor it was morning And you were quietly singing songs That made us fall asleep A kind of shelter a quite breeze Laid on the grass you picked cherries And I would never feel that feeling again as long as I feel alive I could try, could try, could try To make it better But your eyes, your eyes, your eyes Don’t drift when you're telling lies, tell lies, tell lies I couldn’t say why I could try, could try, could try To make it better But your eyes, your eyes, your eyes Don’t drift when you're telling lies, tell lies, tell lies I’d never ask why [ Lyncanyon ] You were hear I had a fear That last night I saw you appear
5.
Lovers 04:13
Lovers on their peaks Is all that I am now hearing Darkness at the seems Subdued with quite and simple feelings But you could not believe That everything was once a simple thing And now it’s what we search for in meanings Was once all we had When we were beginning
6.
The attitude Made us go faster then we could say I was letting go faster then we could grow I was showing myself better then I would know Your aptitude To show me yourself far away from me To hold to yourself what I didn’t see To make sure that we don’t always agree But we let go In a parking garage in your car And I told you all that I ever knew You you told that you already know It felt like Some sort of tragedy but it's not quite You figured that out before I knew it And you told me on the ride home The trees don’t grow Beside the road was a large white oak They tore it down for a power line Used the wood to fence off a home And you told me What the city blocks use to look like And showed me the parks that you grew up in And what happened to the church that closed Did you feel the same wind that a felt Did you hear my voice when I would yell Did you walk around the same patch of grass Did you think about just what would last Was there anything between us then Or something that joins us again Was there meaning forming us to be Was there anything quiet in me Did you know how much that I cared for you x100 There’s minutes left I’m noting down all the words you said When everyone’s going far away Will you still have all those words to say And I know My type of phrasing never got me far Maybe I’ll always be driving cars And parking on the side of roads But did you know how much that I cared for you
7.
Spring time never leaves you Its always where you go Still leaving Toronto Still standing on your own Smoking in the daylight wasn’t right for me But falling for you seemed to come so naturally Everyday I fall asleep thing of what it could be What it could be What it could be
8.
No Intimacy 05:08
I'm quite on a subway ride You always knew what you'd become but I never knew exactly what I'd be Trying to hear what you had to say It always seemed so distant but The future is not what I thought it'd be Trying to listen to the voice of reason but its few and far between I never liked the sound of my voice, I never liked the American dream When I listen to the outlets its the same vice everyday Tell me I don't have any problems, tell me that everything’s okay I want a new life, far away from here x8 Take me take e take me places I never want to go And tell me tell me tell me things that You’d rather I would know Take me take me take me places Where no one else you’d show And tell me tell me tell me things that You’d only want me to know Take me take e take me places I never want to go And tell me tell me tell me things that You’d rather I would know Take me take me take me places Where no one else you’d show And tell me tell me tell me things that You’d only want me to know There's no intimacy without you x8 There's no intimacy without you Only fire in the winter Only run down cars and worn in clothes that tell a life far away There's no intimacy without you Only moments that I never see There's no intimacy without you Only fire in the winter Only run down cars and worn in clothes that tell a life far away There's no intimacy without you Only seconds of everyday
9.
There was dark smoke in your eyes When you saw embers fall from the sky Behind the store but on the street November winters starred back at me When we would stand upon the sidewalks The snow would melt slow below our feet And you always said that you’d stop smoking cigarettes You’d throw the buds down, blow through the breeze And your steps were close to mine The hum of streetlights consume my mind And the way you turn to look back at me Is what you saw what I would see Now why does looking outside make it all feel fake But never tells me what to say Now all of my thought consist of old words with things id never say And I was left with no quite days There was dark smoke in your eyes When you saw embers fall from the sky And the way you talked hid your dismay We saw each other in awful ways And your skin was close to mine But everything said was soon to die And you would leave in frigid rain A scene of vanity with no restraint Now everything I am is far away from you When the leaves fall from the trees I can’t help but think of you Does anything I said still resonate inside your mind Now everything I do exist outside of you And everything I felt only makes it feel less true No matter how you true the dark smoke still catches you eyes [ Kelso Jeans ] The textural appeal Of the walls when everything's not real Are you feeling it now The constant cloudiness The vaguest sense of you Was everything we did not true Am I still under Behind you it's thundering
10.
You wanted to leave And I felt that urgency Of you calling for me But I didn’t know where you would be Your presence was felt on The back of my neck on A bus ride home But its been so long since we spoke If you were there then I'd never know The strangest place A gateway escape A night lit room and you’d cover your face From a flashing light that your friend would make Could you still see that on my skin today When you went home did you walk through the snow Where there birds in the air, where the trees still letting go All of the currents where your temptations And I could see that from outside of you But all I want is some confirmation As much as I know you feel that too I know you felt strong winds at the station I know its lovely in place of the sea Do you look for that in crowded hallways Do you look for that crossing the street The stutter of fingertips on my face The green sofa left out of the lawn The perfect breeze that would blow your hair back The slowest days that stayed out till dawn The fog that covers all that’s in front of me The smallest pictures that you have drawn The cross of your legs you’d sit in front of my Will this still be here when we’re all gone Does everything that was Change as time goes by Was I alone there Am I alone here Was is it you’ve been through Since I have last seen you I want to know that But we never spoke When When was the last time we spoke
11.
You kept your eyes open You’re the cause of the effects that you had on me Insatiable is this love But when I talk to you I hear voices from miles away I hear love that never shows it’s face But stays dormant in your room But when you had me You felt tired and confused You felt something inside of you that said Its never gonna work But please don’t cry at me Just say I have to leave So instead of losing sleep We could just hold each other and say things that we don’t mean What do the simplest feelings mean I cant just walk away from love when it’s so clear to me But I don’t want more sleepless nights

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released January 15, 2021

Lyncanyon sings on Parachute - benz0.bandcamp.com
Kelso Jeans sings on Looking Outside - kelsojeans.bandcamp.com

All songs made, recorded, mixed and mastered in my basement

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